July is just ended

It’s August now! Happy August to everyone! =]
22nd of this month will be the last day for my industrial training, formally. But I will continue my work till 30th September as I wanna earn money, for iPhone 4, you know, it’s an incredible smartphone ever. So, I must grab one for myself too! LOL…..

Last week my grandmother (mom’s mommy) fall down to floor, her leg there, bone broken, hospitalized at GH Ipoh, yesterday just discharged. Hope she will be fine, asap. And the Bon Odori was held in this saturday too. It was sooooo disappointed. :S

I ended up the July by hanging out with my old classmates. lol. 11pm I only reached there to join them as I was waiting for the old man to take me there. At first we met at McD, chitchatting at there without ordering anything till 12.30am. Then we changed venue to another place called “大排档”in chinese. We continued to chat at there till 2am.

That day, when I met with her again, I just realised that I still in love with her. I told myself to forget about her before as she already has a bf. Ugh….. Everyone, do not feel so shocked when you’re reading this and do not ask me who is that girl. I’ve been thinking about her all these days. I really cant forget about her. I don’t scare she will see this, I wont care. I just wanna tell you: “Yes, I like you, still.”
That day when she told me that she has bf already, my heart just like …..broken already. Whole night cant sleep well too. That’s why I like to listen to Justin Bieber’s That Should Be Me, this song! That’s about my feeling. JB rocks! LOL… Anyone who has this kind of feeling, please listen to it. It’s a very nice song! =]

Here is the lyrics of That Should Be Me.


Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me
You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know
That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me
I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart
Ooh Ooh
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me
That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me



Sigh……


My sister is coming back to Ipoh this weekend from Singapore. =] Welcome home to her! =]